altercation

an altercation between mind and body
my mind despises your every being
my body feels good in your hands
an altercation with the voice of reason
this is wrong
but i want it again
an altercation between you and i
tempers began to flair
losing conciousness
you sleep between the strands of my hair
hands lose grip of the only thing left to hold
legs fall and become knees on the floor
but i can't stop it
i can't control it
i want more
an altercation between mind and body
the mind is fading into darkness
while hands explore the mass
the heart doesn't ache because it's not there
an altercation becomes the daily
every night it reaches back in
right under the ribcage
into the hole left in my skin
an altercation
the only thing i have left to enjoy
before i have to say goodbye
and goodnight, little boy